Lin Julia的部落格

今天我媽又說 "DD最近脾氣不好是，一定是你帶他去上課，醫院，等等，你看，他不給你餵，他不喜歡你",  

我覺得我媽一點都沒鼓勵我，一直波我冷水，潑到我受不了。

我最近這樣子積極的找答案，每次疲倦回家， 每次我媽都會潑冷水。 說DD沒事被我搞到有事，我亂搞，搞到DD不吃飯，脾氣差。

I believe my Mom love me, but how come !!!!!

Well, i know she wants me don't be nervous, and she doesn't want me to take DD to some professionals.  Acutally, she hates me doing that...

but.... I already done what she wants already been a year.  DD still has no improvement. 

Guess I need to go through her torturing,

Geeze, God, Please give me a clue, or an understanding.  Why my mom hurt me that much?  Did she love me?  or she forget to love? or its totall my fault